Monday, March 30, 2009

I am not a spoiled brat

I know I am not a spoiled brat because I do not always get what I want. In fact, I rarely get what I want.
Because right now, all I want is this one guy.
See, he's not the average hot guy, or the cute-funny-smart one. I'm not dying to jump in his pants at all. I just want to know him; to be his best friend, the one he always turns to, you know?
He's not even that tall and he's average-looking. (Although he does have a killer smile and pretty eyes.)
He's not a genius, but he's wise beyond his years.
He doesn't believe in "getting girls" for the street cred.
He's the only male I personally know who's never been kissed at this age, which says something about him (and it's not that he's sexually repressed because he IS NOT).
He actually likes talking to me. Every single time I talk to him. Not many people are like that in this world, I tell you.
He does not worship the ground Barack Obama walks on, and yet still respects him, even if he doesn't agree wholeheartedly. (Hard to find where I am.)
In fact, he doesn't like talking politics. Hallelujah. Only smart kid I know who doesn't want to talk politics.
He's so humble that he doesn't even flaunt these qualities to make friends with nice people; this is just how he is.
He loves music just as much as I do if not more.
He doesn't judge me. Ever.
I used to wish for one guy to prove to me that they're not all the same, and he did it.
And now all I want is him.
But I can't have him.

You can't always get what you want, but if you look sometime, you just might find you get what you need.
~the Rolling Stones

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